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“… O Allaah, if You know this affair – [and here he should mention it] – is good for me in relation to my religion, my life, and end, then decree and facilitate it for me, and bless me with it, and if You know this affair to be ill for me towards my religion, my life, and end, then remove it from me and remove me from it, and decree for me what is good wherever it be and make me satisfied with such.”

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So hello, LJ. You've been messy while I'm gone and I kinda need to relearn everything because alot has changed (but I can keep up with your changes, dont worry). I'm done with the crashcourse of my BABMS and all I do at work is slack and find for work. Bruahahaha  there's a hidden meaning behind that. There's a miss call that I'm supposed to call back but I HATE TO CALL (SCREAAAAAAAM). Other than that, I really dont have much to say, FOR NOW.

11 more days till we leave the place called home of 18 years. Gonna miss you manja. I need to find time to take pictures with my cats downstairs. SIghs. Shall write more when I feel like ranting.

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Its just one of those nights when you miss something from the past, yet it hurts when you think about it. So yeah, a tiny part of me miss performing, but the other part hurts thinking about it. Its the i'm-tired-so-my-brain-is-roaming-around syndrome.

school is draining me and worrying me out big time. please dont let anything happen before i graduate pls. one more sem only.

Nisfu Syaaban
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Hari nisfu sya'aban adalah hari dimana buku catatan amalan kita selama setahun diangkat ke langit dan diganti dengan buku catatan yang baru. Catatan pertama yang akan dicatatkan dibuku yang baru akan bermula sebaik sahaja masuk waktu maghrib, (15 Sya'aban bermula pada 14 hb sya'aban sebaik sahaja masuk maghrib).

Berikut adalah antara keaadah/cara amal ibadah di hari Nisfu Sya'aban:

1.Solat sunat nisfu sya'aban - terdapat dua cara mengerjakan solat sunat ini Sembahyang 100 rakaat dengan memberi salaam selepas setiap 2 rakaat. Surah Al-Ikhlas dibaca sebanyak 11 kali setelah setiap rakaat setelah membaca surah al-Fatihah
Sembahyang 10 rakaat dengan memberi salaam selepas setiap 2 rakaat. Surah Al-Ikhlas dibaca sebanyak 100 kali setelah setiap rakaat setelah membaca surah al-Fatihah
2. Membaca Yasin 3x selepas solat Maghribnya
i) Yasin pertama : mohon dipanjangkan umur untuk beribadat kepada Allah
ii) Yasin kedua : mohon rezeki yang halal untuk beribadat kepada Allah
iii) Yasin ketiga : mohon ditetapkan iman dan Islam & mati di dalam iman

3. Berpuasa pada siangnya (mulai pagi esoknya-15 Syaaban)

Bulan Syaaban adalah bulan mulia iaitu bulan yang terletak di antara bulan Rejab padanya Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. melakukan Isra' dan Mikraj dan bulan Ramadhan dimana padanya seluruh umat Islam diwajibkan mengerjakan puasa Ramadhan salah satu dari rukun Islam yang mulia. Ketika bulan tersebut di hubungkait yang rapat kerana sesungguhnya orang yang mensucikan badannya pada bulan Rejab maka ia akan mensucikan hatinya pada bulan Syaaban dan orang yang mensucikan hatinya pada bulan Syaaban akan mensucikan rohnya pada bulan Ramadhan.

Sesungguhnya bulan Rejab untuk memohon keampunan dari segala dosa dan bulan Syaaban pula untuk memperbaiki hati dari segala cacat dan bulan Ramadhan pula untuk memberi penerangan hati sedang malam Lailatul Qadar adalah mendekatkan diri kepada Allah s.w.t. 

Berkata Imam Shafie di dalam kitabnya al-Umm:
Telah sampai pada kami bahawa dikatakan: Sesungguhnya doa dikabulkan pada lima malam iaitu: Pada malam Jumaat, malam Raya Haji, malam Raya Puasa, malam pertama di bulan Rejab dan malam Nisfu Syaaban.

Well, sometimes others do forget what she is worth
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Saturday was not my day;
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 HI LIVEJOURNAL AKA LJ. Long time no blog, totally forgotten about you due to Twitter, what else. And with almost all GM with whatsapp, it has gotten to extreme kecohness. imagine 10 people in a chat! Tahap maksima! Anyway I'm only going to write down the things worth to be remembered, especially on Saturday 4th June at Fish&Co Glasshouse for the June babies celebration.

So the plan was this - Me and Naza to buy cake from Plaza Sing and meet at about 230pm, while the rest stroll in at 345pm or later. BUT LAST MINUTE this minah asked Naza to go to Arab street carik kain or what, thus only me and Haniz got to go around PS to find the cake (finally got the Mango Ice cream cake from Swensens. WARGH the taste is awesome, lagi2 aku tengah puasa skg). 

But GM had 2 whatsapp group - with and without the June babies. I saw a whatsapp message from one of them asking where's everybody. Me being the kental one replied "I'm at PS. Getting the cake" to the thread WITH THE JUNE BABIES. Haniz had to bear with my screaming because I was frantically going OMG SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT HOWW!!! couldnt undo the bloody message lah! SO yeah surprise 1 gone, this is blooper number 1.

Blooper number 2 is the cards. We bought 3 cards for 3 girls ; aisyah yati and yana. Each card symbolises and shows their characters; in terms of design. Me being the kental one again, mixed up Aisyah and Yati's cards since I was the first to write the cards. True enough when they opened the cards, BOTH WERE ADMIRING EACH OTHERS CARDS! Fail.
 
Blooper number 3 is also about the card, this time, its Yana's card. The envelope was slipped in between the card because it was fresh out of the shop la kan, and me being the kental one for the third time, wrote Yana's card ON THE ENVELOPE instead of the card. Yes, so kental!
 
Blooper number 4: Currently I bring a water bottle everywhere I go to make sure I drink atleast 2 litres of water per day, though usually I end up drinking only 1.5l. But better than nothing!! So at fishnco I had balance of the plain water in my glass, poured them out into the bottle, only to have the balance of the ices splattered on the table. Yup. Kental again.

Blooper number 5: Initially we planned to book a game room for all to play kinect, since they prefer to play kinect outside than in my house. Wanted to go to E2Max at Cathay Cineleisure, only to be confused with The Cathay. Went to Cathay and realised its a different company, thus realising my mistake. OH PFFFT.
 
 
So I think thats about it. Ended the night at Esplanade watching some Circus show and just chilling by the waterfront. Ah bliss. I love GengMilah. <3 Muuuuahh. Happy birthday to my June babies!!
 
 
Oh oh oh!! 7 more days to......... HOLIDAY....................
 
 
Where? Kaha?
 
 
 
PHUKET!! Oldman masih tak tau lagi, and I prefer not to let him know as well. I'll just disappear and wave goodbye!

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I have no rights to be happy. Because I can't make others happy with my split personality. I change my mind way too often. Thus I should not even try to think I can make others happy. Goodbye. God, what have I become?

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I have no rights to be happy. Because I can't make others happy with my split personality. I change my mind way too often. Thus I should not even try to think I can make others happy. Goodbye. God, what have I become?

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 As much as I dont want to think about it, I actually do, deep down inside. When I'm staring into blank spaces, at work, doing nothing, I think about you. I think about the times spent. Its been 4 days atok left us, but its been almost 9 months (28june) since nenek left. 


I just needed to write and keep looking at their pictures. Time is too short. But it wasnt that short until I didnt get to spend quality time with them. Love you.

terribly missed
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I miss you both so damn much.
May Allah bless your souls and place you in Paradise.
Both left within 9 months. All thats left are memories which will never ever be erased.
<3 you both.


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