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: schmellycats; November 22nd, 23:43

Didnt expect the unpleasant start of the morning to end in such blissful way. eh wait, not so blissful. The weather was being kind for its cloudyness, yet it turned furious slightly later in the evening. Hortpark is such a beautiful place to sit, lie, read a book, have a picnic with friends and just do nothing. Like when sometimes you just dont want to be in the crowded malls or stuffs busses or spend money unnecessarily. Love this place. Definitely going there for lazy afternoons. GengMilah, amacam?

Oh btw, I know lah some pics says the STOPITSEHHH. But cannot help it. Makes us a little happier, even after the tears and the anger and the whatnots. Honeymoon over lah babe.

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: schmellycats; November 20th, 11:45

whats gonna happen nowwwww?

apt..

: schmellycats; November 14th, 0:50

Wha- wha- what did she say?
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did.
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is.

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryna please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should've treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you (for you)
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you were meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 3]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cause things ain't right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do (I just didn't know what to do)
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

; suka this song for a lot of things.

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: schmellycats; November 10th, 23:45

i feel the need to take a degree, considering i'm quite left behind without that piece of paper.

no more science please, seriously. anything to do with money and i'm happy with it. how?

this life is a mistake

: schmellycats; November 8th, 0:43

i might regret this sooner or later, but because i just feel like writing so i shall do it. while showering just now, i just thought about how everything might've been a mistake. even my presence. when i was younger, i've always felt that i shouldnt have been here. i know lah kental punya zaman. i've always thought 5 was an odd number for a family; alot of things were for 4 people in the family but because of me its not possible. judging from my age gap between me and my other siblings just add on to that thinking. 5 people in a cab last time was still possible when i was horizontally smaller. but as i grew bigger and fatter, we had to take 2 cabs. that just added on to the sucky feeling i had when i was growing up.

"we go out, we shop, we eat together we watch movies together; just like what other families do" ; - yesterday during that cantspeakengrish show sports@s.g.

and sucky or not, it hit me so hard i almost cried. why didnt i had that chance. the only time we went for a movie was ages ago, and my mom slept. that was the only time. other than that, i'm almost invisible. mom picks on me when she saw loads of pics of bfs or just simply me and anyone i dated. she shuts when sister does the same. does that 7 yrs gap means she's out of the dosa zone? no right? so yah i get what she meant by families seeing the pics of who i date and if it doesnt turn out den its not nice. so yah ive privatised everything. right. i thought she could be a friend. i thought i had a chance of having her as my friend. but no obviously the age difference is too much and the sister always gets the favouritism. yeayea people might say 'its just your feelings, may not be true.'. thats the thing; it IS my feelings that I'm talking about. and dont even let me start about the sister relationship. like i told madah, i dont know since when we drifted. i remembered sometimes she would tell me jokes of her friends or just her days at school/work. but god, when was that? when was the last time? the only one i remembered was us reciting the surahs just to refresh our memories so we could recite more of them during prayers. bila sak tu.

i dont even have to talk about the men, even though i'm cool with bro. yeah he's like the only one who layan me much i guess. thou at times he throw tantrums at me..but hell. atleast i can still talk about gadgets and stuffs..

kay know what? i just am abit unstable now.

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: schmellycats; November 7th, 22:54

im trying. at the same time, im thinking.
tergugat kesabaran aku.

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: schmellycats; November 7th, 10:18

hmm, betul happy?

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: schmellycats; October 31st, 20:59

i really. really hate my perangai most of the time. i prob need to get a slap on my face and wake up and realise whats going on. i always wondered, do i really know what that love means, despite being in a relationship for most of my adolescent life? til now, i wonder if my interpretation of love is true. or has it been 'obsession' all this while.

well my sis definitely knows it because now,she's engaged. ho well good for her. i dont feel anything because, well, will it make a difference anyway. because i rarely talk to her, i wouldnt know exactly how it feels like.

ergh i feel like a sore loser. sore sore see sore. theres still so much angst in me you know.

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: schmellycats; October 28th, 20:30

tak faham aku orang at facebook yang 'like' their own status and then comment further on their own posts. macam kelakar ah

24oct

: schmellycats; October 26th, 10:19

24oct2009

sleepover at aisha's was the best thing that has happened this year, I think? well for GM atleast, apart from the usual birthdays and all. its beeeeen soooooo long since we had this kinda slumber party, usually held at my house but since its aisha's bday and her house is almost vacant haha we slept over. how awesome, considering there was like 10 of us squeezing in her room though there were other parts of her house we could sleep but noo. staying up at the rooftop after midnight sheesha-ing, playing truth or dare but mainly truth cos only naza had to do a dare of dancing to a metal song but mostly it was personal stuffs; things we couldnt have asked at normal GMGM or any other meetups because of attendance issue. and more things that could've been asked but just didnt think of. and then to the 'wondergirls - nobody' dancing for aisha, usual chaoticness of dancing in the room, ice cream at 3am and slping at 4am and for me it was sneaking out at 745am while the rest continued slping. had to go back before ugama to prevent getting caught hahaha.

sayang korang so the many. never leave me ok.

and yes aisha's bedroom that we made a mess out of it. sorry lah eh gambar dengan camerawoman and gambar raya ajer ader.

<3 gm.

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: schmellycats; October 25th, 18:11

great ive never been able to give my opinion right

because im confused with my life;

: schmellycats; October 22nd, 22:44

so i took a test. how apt. mostly spot on.

from http://www.ipersonic.com/career/GT.html

( career )

LOVE;
THE THIRD PARAGRAPH is SUPER DUPER accurate. I hope I made myself clear (:

( loooveeed )

and finally;
( third; )

DENGAR TAK???

: schmellycats; October 16th, 12:54

I'M GOING KL WITH GENGMILAH THIS DECEMBER!!!!!!!! I KNOW LAH ONLY KL BUT ITS THE FIRST FREAKING TIME IN MY LIFE TO GO ACROSS THE BORDERS WITH FRIENDS ONLY LORRRR!! YOU KNOW HE ACTUALLY TRIED TO CARIK PASAL THE FIRST TIME WHERE HE GAVE A BLUNT "NO" AND I SAID WHY NOT.

AND YOU KNOW WHY?

COS HE THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DRIVE UP TO KL!!!! WTH!!!!! TAKKAN SEPULUH TAHUN! MUNGKIN LEPAS DAH BERANAK PENAK BARU BOLEH AH!!

DEN I TOLD HIM AH, IM NOT GONNA GO THROUGH THE MALAYSIAN HIGHWAY WITH A CAR! IM GOING BY PLANE. SO WHATS THE PROBLE (FIERCE OK I WAS BEING STERN SINCE HE GAVE ME THAT STERN TONE; NO I'M NOT EFFING SCARED AND I WILL STAND UP FOR MY RIGHTS.

AND THENNNNNN HE REPLIEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

"WEN"

HAHAHHAHHAHA WOOOOOOH. I TOLD HIM WE'RE GOING BY FLIGHTS AND PROBABLY 19-20 OR 21ST (MONDAY) DEPENDING ON FLIGHT. GENGMILAH, HOW ABOUT WE STAY TILL MONDAY EH???????? OMG IM SO HAPPY.

BUT WHAT TO DO IN KL OTHER THAN EAT EAT EAT????? AND YEAH THE NIGHT BAZAARS AS ALWAYS????

bon anniversaire;

: schmellycats; October 12th, 22:41

Happy 21st birthday my loved one;
my one and only and my
everything.

I have nothing to give you tomorrow because I have loads of things to give you
on the 17th.
And because you're the most gorgeous and most merepek to me and thats why
I love you.

/sings in the tune of enjet enjet semut;
*hums* *hums* semut,
*hums* sakit *hums* atas.

hehe merepek habes.
13oct; happy birthdayyyyy.

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: schmellycats; October 1st, 23:06

wahhhhhhhhhhhliaoooooooooweeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyy!!!!

-watches teevee intensely-

365days

: schmellycats; September 29th, 0:10

happy 365days of mentel-ing with me awak.
:) you've been the one that i've been asking for.
and I can only thank Him for that.

First part; dinner at Eatzi. OMG THE POTATO is super sedap!
I had grilled salmon but the side dish (a whole potato with some mayonaisse dressing and small pieces of beef) was the main focus lah!

and also wore my favourite dress because he got it for me because he wanted to surprise me because its a pretty dress because its purple :D

actually only a bit of purple; more to pink. hehehehhe. oh i even bought a new purple mouse!

and the second part of the anniversary celebration-cum-his-21st-bday?

heh heh heh heh. we shall wait and seeeeee on the 17th.
to those who know, HUSH HUSH! :)

mak, kita pon nak rumah cam gini......

: schmellycats; September 27th, 1:43

Dalam rumah ni ader...

ELEVATOR SAK! Tapi lembab giler. Kita dah turun tangga, orang2 kat dalam belum sampai.

Actually I had a vanderful Saturday with awak. But instead, I'd like to put pictures of his friend's house yang macam mansion.
Really love the house. Macam Nabi kata, kalau nak kaya, buat business.
InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki.

Anyway its a bit late. BELATED EID MUBARAK to everyone. Enjoy your Syawal (although Eid only falls on 1st Syawal;no such thing as Hari Raya kedua ketiga kebraper). Nevertheless, EAT MORE KUIHS AND GET FAT!

Makna Mimpi Menurut Islam Dan Barat

: schmellycats; September 17th, 10:15

Darah

Menurut Islam : Darah yang keluar dari hidung, jika ia banyak cair, bermakna harta yang berpanjangan.

GIGI menurut Islam:
Gigi: adapun gigi maknanya adalah keluarga rumah tangga lelaki. Maka gigi sebelah atas adalah keluarganya yang lelaki dan sebelah bawah keluarga yang perempuan.
Gigi yang goyang: jika sebahagian gigi goyang, menunjukkan ada yang akan berpenyakit. Gigi yang jatuh dan hilang menunjukkan kematian atau hilang buat selama-lamanya.

Subhanallah, I hope the first one is true and the second one's not. :(

Chaotic Terawih Night

: schmellycats; September 16th, 23:26

So, just because mommy and I wanted to go Geylang tonight, I asked her to go Terawih at Ansar since its pretty fast for 8 rakaat. Awak and me have been having terawih dates this whole month so we know lah..9pm finish 8 rakaat. So today me and mommy went, and alot of weird things happened one after another.

1) All this while the microphone was audible enough for us to hear the Imam reciting, but tonight it was pretty pelan, aku rasa the mic was quite far off so we didnt really hear what he was saying/commenting. The only thing we heard was that he wanted to do "sujud sajaddah". Honestly I've never really done that before but I thought maybe they'd do at the end of the 20 rakaat, so we tak stay anyway kan. SEKALI 2nd rakaat dengan tiba2 from berdiri teros sujud..... skipping the ruku' lah kan. And then skip everything and straight to 2nd rakaat. I could see ramai jugak blur2 tapi ikot lah (aku pon blur). So ok takper.

2) That was the 2nd rakaat. Came 3rd rakaat (this one blooooooooooper habes!), Imam buat satu rakaat terawih ajer lah! The muslimah around were all confused; ader diri ader tahyat. Me and my mom dah diri, akan tetapi everyone tahyat, ok lor... Mana tau ini terawih fesyen alaf baru kot. Dah lah tu, lepas tu imam tak cakap ader kesalahan or something, teros repeat the same surah so as to compensate that rakaat, but many didnt realise...

3) This one right paling cute! Orang semua tengah dengar imam baca fatehah, tengah khusyuk tengok bawah, sekali this kucing main jalaaan masok ajer!!! I was just glancing and mata teros terbeliak! I was expecting someone to jump (I suddenly thought, what if Aishah was there and the cat passed by?? CONFIRM TERPEKIK KAN BATAL AIYOH!) but NOBODY DID! I thought setan mainkan mata aku or what right. Dalam hati, confirm kucing ni datang kat aku, cos aku ader bau kucing and cats are ALWAYS attracted to me. True enough, tahyat akhir kucing tu came right infront of me, gesek2 my bag and then sat infront of me. SO COMEL!!!!! :))))))

So yah lor. Then went to geylang with her and met awak sekali cos he wanted to get samping. I like this type of dates you know; with mommy around. :)

Another cute fact about my mommy; She accidentally said "alamak" in her prayers when she realised there was another rakaat during terawih. How? Batal lah. TSk mak kita ni kan.

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: schmellycats; September 11th, 16:14

awak is coming over to my place to break fast with me and mommy because its her bday today and he called her to wish happy birthday but mommy as usual is shy when someone wishes her. hehehe. i love my mommy so much. and i love my awak super many too.

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